So I figured I would write a little piece to share a bit about me and ask slme questions as I am hoping potentially for some feedback.


First and foremost is that I do NOT identify as a sissy. I can see where some maybe confused and have made this assumption based on my posts and my profile.


I definitely identify as masculine, I am a switch and have been dominant sexually before. However at the moment I am deeply exploring my submissive side and giving up control. That being said, RESPECT is key. In order to properly submit, a bond must be developed over time, that involves mutual TRUST and RESPECT. Those things don't happen instantaneously.


I am very much an exhibitionist and am very interested in h-y-p-n-o-s-i-s. I love the idea of being publicly objectified. The absolute thrill is in the humiliation and degradation of doing so, being in that position where all eyes are on you, you are the show, there for the entertainment of others. I have a deep desire to be able to be conditioned to accomplish the task of orgasm while others are watching but then staying in that headspace after I orgasm, this is NOT something I have been able to accomplish on my own as the awarness, shame, etc. all come flooding in once I have reached orgasm and reality sets in and it's over. I want to be able to work past that and become essentially a puppet who believes his only purpose is to be publicly objectified, entertainment for an audience. I want to be able to orgasm again and again and not let my brain get in the way. i want to be covered in my own cum over and over again while being watch, wearing my cum load after load, being made to even eat my own cum, not because I desire to eat my own cum, because really I have no desire to but again this is about the public humiliation and degradation of being an object, entertainment, praised for the cum I can lroduce over and over because that is all I am gokd for, my exsistence is only worth the show I can put on, make me a milking filthy cum puppet.